two and a half years.
thank you for making this fleeting dream happen. dreams will always be dreams, and some day we just have to wake up from it. and this dream was the best that i could ever have asked for.

september 2009. that month in that year, was the best i ever had in 21 years of my life. i met you. it immediately felt like you were the one. however, as much as i believe it was fated. reality is stronger. from the start, 2 girls together was a wrong sign. but i ignored it and went with it.

however much regret i feel from it, it doesn't exactly matter now. 1 whole day and night of crying, but as i typed this, tear are still flowing down.

i am really lucky to have met you in this life time. should there be another life, i sincerely wished i was born as a guy, so i could have the opportunity to spend the rest of my life with you without the need to hide it.

the world is constantly turning, and life has to move on. you have taken your step forward to do what you must do with your life. i wish you all the best and hope that soon you can find someone that can support you and make you love him as he will love you. i just wish, we don't ever stray apart and will be friends forever.

thank you for opening up my small little world.

the intervals of blogging dates are getting bigger... LMAO.

okay, so it's gonna be my last week at zez restaurant today. i would have to say time really flies, but just not fast enough for me.

i am definitely enjoying my time here in seychelles. everything is so different and everyone here is... different also i guess. rarely you get a property in singapore that has like 20-30 different nationality people living together. >.<

but then again, i miss my comfortable life back in singapore, where i have all my wonderful buddies, accessible places, convenient transport, etc. and not to mention my cosplay hobby. seriously. i am starting to get the effect of the withdrawal symptoms. \o/

started working in the bar and will be for this entire week. i feel like a walking buffet for the mosquitoes that are THRIVING there. OMG.

i think, i gain weight like super fast here. it's only like the 3rd week, and i have gained about say 4-5kg? D: muscle weight plus 4 good meals a day... ohoh, i forgot to mention, i get fed like free sushi every night from the amazing sushi chef here. LMAO. >D

been to the small town, victoria, to try and get some shopping done. but then, it's pretty difficult considering on the lack of items here. my roomie and i was talking, that just put 1 shing shong here, it can basically pwn all the 4 super markets here put together. LOL! it is that bad. GIANT will be like a hyper super duper mart here. OMO.

i know it's not exactly good, but i have started like a countdown. OTL. i am seriously depressed over missing cosfest, but then again. i hope i get webcam on that day. i think i might be off on both days i guess, last minute shopping for gifts and souvenirs. >.

i haven been so so damn worn out from work.

started a new shift this week from 3pm-12am slot. which convert to sg time, is 7pm to 4am work slot. LOL. LIKE A TIRED LIKE SHITZ ONLY.

but work is relatively fun. my colleagues are funny and outgoing people. i guess it's pretty easy to click with them, which i think it's a good thing for me, if not i will be all alone... OTZ

i seriously need to take time and get to the beach and tan soon. i have been getting bad tan marks from work. i need a full body tan. OMO. 8D

and oh. made friends with lots of different nationality people. ranging from Egyptian, Russian, Maldivian, Mauritian, etc. LOL. got invitation to go over to egypt. need to start planning now. 8D

the guys here are out right and in your face if they are interested in you. need to start getting used to it, so i can think of ways to 'act stupid'. >.<

LALALALALA~ the life here is seriously relaxing as compared to singapore. no rush no crowd no nothing. no nothing also meant no entertainment. LOL.

well. need to eat lunch and start preparing for work soon.~

 oh opps, slept super early last night, so i forgot to blog. LMAO.

lol. so before i forget. i would update stuffs.

in my restaurant, we have this heat iron machine to iron the table cloths. the people gave it a name. it's name is 'TOBY' 

LIKE A LOL CAN!!! I HEARD IT AND IMMEDIATELY BURST OUT LAUGHING. *rolls around laughing*

oh, and we have a chef here name 'Ahmed' 8D. (coughdeadterroristvideocough) >.<

started work at 6am today. LIKE A TIRED ONLY. OMG.

worked at the back today. made all the coffees and teas and etc. 

I DAMN HAPPY PRZ, ALL THE LATTES I MADE ARE 3 LAYERS~ <3 <3 <3 <3 

ogayz, cheap thrill. >.< 

dinner time now~

 getting more and more tired by the day. gonna start sleeping real early soon i guess...

served guest today~ LOL. so epic. made a call to the operator to ask for a buggy to drive the guest back to their villa, then the operator told me no buggy. i went 'HUH!? NO BUGGY??!!' into the phone, then the lady on the other line burst out laughing immediately. i felt so damn paiseh nia! OMG. 

things went smoothly again~ getting used to the way they serve and interact with the guest. 

still loving the view and can't get enough of it. i need to go down to the beach soon. LMAO. seeing it from far ain't enough. >.<

managed to gym today~ feel so shiok now. LALALALAL~ 

starting work at 8am tomorrow. sleep now~

 started work today~ new work uniform too~ OMO~ <3

got to meet all the rest of the work colleagues. they are actually rather nice, but time will tell whether they REALLY nice or just acting it. OTZ. still having my doubts about it. 

things are rather simple and easy to get a hold on. and there isn't much guest too. pace was rather slow~ 

the people here seem to be like rather slacky but then, they just work really quickly. OTZ. 

definitely there are pros and cons. but it's expected. 

1 full day of work today. it's been a while since i stand for so long. need time to get used to it again...


getting rather fed up about my room mate. she really is bu zhi dong 1 can. anyhow throw her stuff everywhere, then use our items like it's suppose to be for her use. PFFT. i think i really will snap at her soon. -___-

orientation started today~ 

has like brief introduction about the property and about four seasons the company itself. was rather interesting to found out about the background and stuff. 

had a tour on the property itself too. AND OMG MAN. THE AREA IS FREAKING AWESOME LAR. 

THE WATER IS SERIOUSLY BLUE.

LIKE BLUE. really... AND THE SAND. HOMG.

when i go back to singapore and see the beach, i will totally be like. 'HOMG, WHERE IS THE BEACH?!' OTL

gonna start work tomorrow. meet all the big bosses today~ all of them are nice, and with great working attitude. <3 

might head down to the beach tomorrow. shall roll myself in the sand if i do. LOL!

oh, and yah. i think i am getting irritated at my room mate. shit man, it's only like the 2nd day. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE THE REST OF THE 88 DAYS. FTS. 

first full day in seychelles...

only managed to sleep like 2 hours yesterday night. had to wake up early in the morning to go in the HR department to sign contracts and stuff. met all the nice expatriate working here. they are seriously really really nice. the locals here are friendly than i thought too~ everything seems to be working out nicely~

have yet to set up my room tho. LOL. went out to the main town area, victoria, to explore. LOL. small town really is small.

i should probably mention the roads here. actually, it's just like an expanded pulau ubin. the roads have no railings and are super curvy. like some off road course. LOL.

best thing is, the drivers here, are all daytona style drivers. they step on the freaking pedal like no tomorrow. U-turn look a like curves they maintain speed at 80km/h. super traumatizing prz.  they best, drive with 1 hand only some more. LOL!!! 1 hand hold steering wheel, the other hold phone and talk on it. (Y)

had like an epic session of trying to take the bus back to the dorm area. LOL. waited for 3 different buses. first was the shuttle bus that never came. next was the epic, 'like a 6A'. then was the bus 6 that in the end, our managers asked us to just flag a cab. OTL.

overall, today was a rather tiring day with all the adventures and stuff. AND OH! there's like this kinder bueno brownie thing. i love it ttm. gonna like da bao home. LMAO!

 oh weeeeee!!! i have reached seychelles and is safely tucked in bed leeching internet. LMAO! 8D

survived like a 10 hours flight from singapore to seychelles with a short stop over at chennai. i have NEVER stayed in a seat that small for 10 hours straight. in addition...

THERE WAS NO FREAKING IN FLIGHT ENTERTAINMENT YEAH?! OMG. /wrists

had like an awesome inital D track road ride to the hostel area. LOL. the roads here are seriously scary. like omg scary. it's like on steep hill with no railings at the side... 1 wrong turn and off the hill you go....

o.O

i think i will be updating this blog daily...

SLEEP NOW. WAKE UP IN 2 HOURS TIME. (Y)

 once, twice, but definitely not the third time.

you get lucky once and twice. but never on the third time.

1. got to go for the overseas internship in the 1st half.

2. expected date of ending was on 21st june.

3. flight got delayed 1 week, and thus ending 1 week later on 29th june. a.k.a 3 days after cosfest. 
(no more luck)

haiz.... 

bye bye cosfest 2011.